(Some posts may contain some personal stuff nothing too great but yeah lol tw: dysfunctional family moment!!!!!)
Im sooo fucmkgg dogshit
I'm currently at the point where his doom wings are gained so yeagbggv
Doing shadow gens playthrough NOOWWW
Somehow I feel like I connect to trans women more than I do cis women weird (my sex is female but my gender is)
Y'all I'm so nervous but whatever
I'm gonna shit myself
In my dream I thought about fucking spoons what
These fags won't talk to each other fucking believe me
Would being on T fix me
I gave my website to my friends uhhh hopefully they won't be weird about these posts
(And more attached to learning ig)
The more and more I feel detached from my family
Trust, another war will happen in a couple of years (doesn't matter what outcome)
"what is skibidy" "do i have rizz"
im that one annoying sonic fan except im only annoying about jp sonic
i think this movie is gonna change my life forever
watched "peep tv show" for the first time, goddamn what a fucking movie. its 4chan culture at its peak (as a compliment btw). A great time capsule also
I'm like a fag who is also a Dyke (<-- big fan of Alison Bechdel)
Ughhh
Even then it's extremely embarrassing to talk about my feelings so openly. I know it shouldn't be. But it is.
I can't even talk to this with anyone, what if they tell my parents? The internet is the only way to express my feelings
Emotional distance
I just have to get out of here
"Children in dysfunctional families often blame themselves for their parents inadequacies or for being mistreated or ignored. “It’s my fault” is the easiest way for their young brains to make sense of a confusing and scary situation."
"Repressing painful or confusing emotions is a coping strategy used by everyone in a dysfunctional family.
Children may also witness scary episodes of rage. Sometimes anger is the only emotion they see their parents express.
Children quickly learn that trying to express their feelings will at best lead to being ignored and at worst lead to violence, blame, and shame. So, children also learn to repress their feelings, numb themselves, and try to distract themselves from the pain."
"Children depend on their parents or caregivers to keep them safe, but when you grow up in a dysfunctional family, you don’t experience your parents (and the world) as safe and nurturing. And without a basic sense of safety, children feel anxious and have difficulty trusting."
"We don’t talk about our family problems to each other or to outsiders."
"Some children become highly attuned to how their parents are behaving so they can try to avoid their wrath. For example, a young child might learn to hide under the bed whenever mom and dad start arguing,"
"Instead, their focus is on noticing and managing other peoples feelings" - https://psychcentral.com/blog/imperfect/2018/06/dysfunctional-family-dynamics-dont-talk-dont-trust-dont-feel#You-feel-unimportant-and-unworthy
Do things get better as I get older? Or was I just blind as a child
Oh yeah I bought that WiFi USB- turns out I had $60 lol so I bought it. YAOI WILL BE REAL SOON
Did I miss the fucking assignment or something?
I'm gonna kms my brother cannot buy the stupid fuckass USB shit I want till fucking next week I hate everything
This will be my reaction place for sonadow gens BTW... Unless I change my mind l m a o
Fuck it we ball
Yknow danny & shadow are really similar if you think abt it (no they aren't.)
You can't campaign for change in a dysfunctional family you can't. All you can do is deal with it in the best way you can
Nah bitch stfu "pushing for change"??? The change is to watch a movie???? What fucking change???????
Change??? What fucking change???? I was just waiting but then you give me some fucking bullshit so yeah NO I don't want to watch a movie when you're being a pos
My brother is pissed off at me?? I didn't fucking do anything fucking hell
Can my mom please hurry it up
Me when I'm super anxious over everything!!!!!
i need a beautiful butch hispanic women in my life PLEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
the best people are the ppl who are extremely good w computers, read a lot of books, hate technology, love anime, & hate the modern mainstream internet aswell
The urge to cut yourself off from the Internet and start anew (rebirth)
started reading edward snowden's autobiography "Permanent Record". the government spies on us all even if you have "nothing to hide" yeah man fuck off
figured out what this is
if you enter a link, it "hides the link" (replaces it but still sends to same destination)
whre am i
oh shit forgot to warn that yknow its 4chan shit be warned of offensive stuff (nazis etc..)
there's also
https://nashikouen.net/lolicore
again 4chan edgy fucks on there slurs n all
Freaky Sonadow<333333333
Doing better now btw was having a moment
See this is what I mean by I can't even be a bit annoyed at my parents without them being like "don't talk to me like that!!!!!😸✨💯🖤😭😭💫🌠🌠😭🫡🫡🤧😭" I can't fucking be negative I can't do shit debsghhhhthjjhhtth
I always noticed the tension between you 2 I never said anything I knew it was taboo fuck off
Made it through my life with fucking problems I can't fix I can't tell I was always envious of my friend's families they're so accepting I can't even tell them I'm bi they're not accepting why
I hold back my emotions I hate doing that but who else can I tell?. I don't want to burden my brother he already has enough problems to deal with I know someone will tell me to tell him anyway I know he will care i
Who really cares?
Do I tell Internet strangers? who do I tell what's the Truth? I hate this,
Dealing with my emotions alone is exhausting
I can do nothing. "Always be there for the ones you love" is a message none of us will get anyway. When you fight you always seem more annoyed you never apologize we nevwr apologize I always have to d al with my stupid emotions alone I can't cry I can't be angry incs be annoyed I can't be worried bc they won't fucking understand emotional support emotional maturity is something we won't get I can't tell anyone I feel afraid what do I do what do I do what do I do I need to take a shower I want to forget everything but I can't because I have empathy why does nobody else seem to have that you guys just make fun of him what happened between you 2 was it me? If I didn't exist would everything be better I don't know I don't know I don't know anything why does it seem I only care this sucks
What can I do? Nothing nobody will listen to me anyway goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye
Even when I was a fjxkmg kid I knew my family was shit I was always envious of my friend's families and wished I had a family like them instead
I wish I didn't have to live in a dysfunctional family where fucknndjkxkxnnnjjfjfjfnfnfnuf
Disturbing everything for someone you care about is more fucking important I think fuck fuckfjfnnf
I can't tell them
Whenever my parents ask me "what's wrong with my brother" or "how can I help him?" I can't tell them. They won't understand. My brother has already told them and they didn't understand then. They can't fucking get it
Twilight sparkle's balls (if u know, u know)
dracula's gay daughter
Shadow and Maria are soulmates... ("More than friends, less than lovers"...)
Unhinged sonamy <33333
Korean sonadow artists give me life
I think we should put Danny in the timeloop (esp if it's tue that would be really fun :])
madoka magica rebellion ost is sooo good man
this is a little dark but one time i remember i was bored so i looked at my mom's bibles, and somehow found a fucking suicide note when i was a child. i do not remember writing this nor do i remember feeling this way when i was a child nor do i remember putting it in a bible. what the fuck
I go by many names... Like shit face 123... sonicadventure2, and windows XP....
wow ty sm ma for worrying about me! im glad that you worry so much that you dont care for the fact that i said "my head hurts i need to eat something can you make something?" and you just fucking laughed in my face wowwwwww i feel the love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my thoughts are all available to the public but no one can comment, rt, like, "share" the link to these posts, so this is my ultimate vent place lmao
hashtag warning
sorry i havent been updating my site recently lol... web design block + school
im getting better at identifying whenever or not smth is ooc for chara........
happy anniversary dreamcast!
and check out the dreamcast collab on ng!: https://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/947362
I will be the number one scu fan in spite of Tumblr users fuck offfffffffffff
I think ppl on Tumblr take the scu too fucking seriously holy shit you guys are way too negative about the scu
Sorry guys if more ppl made sonamy cosmic horror eldritch gods I would like it better but sadly no.
I need to subject my friend to hyeon's, daiya's, etc .... Sonadow comics maybe then they'll see the light
Even with my unfortunate persona 5 phase. I was not as obsessed with shuake as I am with sonadow. Cosmic horror hedgehogs win!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes when I see ppl asking for money (fundraisers) I wish I was a rich person so I could give them 1 mill to stop their suffering
I'm so sonadow brainrotted you don't even know
I wish there was more I could do
My brother is not doing super well 2day... God I wish there was something I could do but I barely have any freedom
Become secretive with your socials and be cool
1 trillion places to post my thoughts<3
90s animanga my beloved
All the stuff they watch is pretty mainstream (or rather popular ig), this really isn't a jab at them just something I noticed.
I visited my friend the other day and while I loved hanging out with them, all I could think of them and their family is "wow they sure are normies"
woahgui
honestly really like danny's outfit at the end its cute <3
LOVE WINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i like how jack just stole some guys house
kinda wish they gave jack a different design for his ghost form but whatever ig its a one-off ep
just realized danny just.... kinda "killed" jazz (she straight up doesn't exist) thank god clockwork allowed him to go back and fix things lol
i like how they just high-pitched the voices to make them appear younger lmao
vlad is fucking dead
masters of all time: vlad then proceeds to fucking kill everyone
Managed to get it working 👍
Trying to install old twt on my phone and it's being weird
https://jgygghbhjhf.neocities.org/Links
thanks to this guy signing up for so much stuff (this isn't a dig on him, im just saying) i am now finding so much more niche online sites ty.........
I don't think I've been as insane for any other ship except sonadow. I'm so fucking insane about them what the fuck.
Most gravity falls x Danny Phantom fics kinda suck balls. It's way too angsty half of the time or it's way too ooc for the gf cast. The ones I liked the most are on ff.net and are incomplete so. It's so over
People who like gore are either the most weirdest ppl out there (bad) or the most weirdest ppl out there (good)
I wanna start vlogging but it's hard bc again I don't want to show my face or doxx myself..
Oh btw I already resolved the issue w my brother. It was awhile ago but I apologized so it's all good
Potential splatfest idea:
Sonic vs Shadow vs Silver
I think silver might lose but uhhh more silver rep is great alright?
I really gotta realize that nothing matters but that's okay I can do whatever I want
Sometimes I feel as though my feelings are invalid because I feel like I'll see it as stupid in a couple years. I shouldn't think like that. Think in the moment me!!!!
I was having such a chill day then it went downhill greatttttttttt thanks bro for making my day worse with your bullshit logic
I'm gonna explode someone
dear diary im at my fucking limit
Heya man gvyvhbhvgv
Somehow a mistake that I make is enough to piss you off. Sorry for being human I guess????? Fuck off. I'm sorry that something probably really terrible happened to you but why are you pissed at me????? Ahhhh fucking hell man
Wait why is he waiting for me to come to him?????? If you have an issue with me come to me????? "Oh I've been calling you". Dude why do I have to confront you? I haven't been hearing anything? If you think a fucking wimper will work then I'm sorry it won't SHUT UPPPPPP
Maybe...
I can't vent to anyone because they won't listen or just idk it's hard to be open ig. I would rather tell my issues to a stranger IRL than any of my family members it's too personal
My brother is fucking pissed off at me??? Dude why is it my fault for not fucking hearing you?????? Just fucking text me?????? Oh my fucking godddddd please fuck offf??? You haven't even noticed that I've been feeling shitty too????? Like seriously I was having a fucking terrible day yesterday but nooooo be pissed off at me??? SHIT HAPPENS MAN SHIT LIKE THIS IS THE REASON I WANT TO JUST LEAVE.
Sorry for the vent post ig. I can't really vent to anyone since they're all too busy doing their own shit. Plus it's kinda hard
All blasters users must go to hell
my collection of rainbow dash merch is slowly growing she isn't even my favorite pony
guess who's bad at confronting others me!!!!
I need to draw sonic & shadow freaky making out
ty windii for the super hi-res scan of sonic stuff
sometimes i feel like im attentionseeking but i really am not!!!
slowly working on musicroom...
been feeling kinda restless man
current thoughts on alien 9: its very fucked up and i love it gonna have to read the manga tho
alien 9 is so fucked i love it
gonna watch alien 9 for the first time fellas wish me luck
Roblox is now a normie game (mainstream) (more like one game but still)
Sonic fans are a little miserable ngl, like the only sonictubers I like who isn't so cynical about the franchise is cybershell & chaomix ig. Like please look at the jp translations everything isn't so inconsistent as you think
Btw my first yaoi was riderxgoggles from the Splatoon manga
Big fan of badger cereal tbh
1 trillion dabloons
havent been using this much sorry yall ;lol
Anyways jack fenton has confused bisexual energy and that's beautiful
no longer forbidden from the pc woohoo!
firefox nightly is racist tbh (not compatible with language packs....)
no se mucho spanish in text but hopefully i get better
trying to make a new music page but im all outta ideas... (burnout!!)
grandma is coming over to visit later 2day ^_^
i had a dream about a new shadow gens trailer except shadow was covered in like.... black blood and like in a weird yellow mario-like yume nikki design stage??? it still had like black doom in it??? idk it was weird and in the dream i fucking adored the trailer
Wow my irl is boring to talk to thru text
ughhhhh
maybe i should make my thoughts.page dp themed hm
rest in piece martin mull you'll be missed
idk how im active on like 4 diff social medias but i sure am active!
the unused op for danny phantom is (partially) LOST MEDIA!!
https://lostmediawiki.com/Danny_Phantom_(partially_found_original_opening_title_sequence_of_Nickelodeon_animated_series;_2003)
ive said it once and ill say it again its real damn fucking hard to be friends with people who like know next to nothing actually i think i just need some internet friends idk how you do that tho
me when i post my art to 1000000 social medias (tumblr, spacehey, mastodon, & twitter... until im more confident in my digital art ill post it on newgrounds as well)
trying to advertise my msn everywhere, so my msn is staycool82@escargot.chat
oh vlad's just dead ig .
they really shafted Valerie omg . tucker as mayor.
okay so APPARENTLY DANI IS HERE TOO??? like yea i know Valerie was gonna be here but like huh??? NO FUCKING MENTION WHATSOEVER????????
i dont think sam and danny really work as a couple imo they are way better as best friends tbh
i think this would cost a couple million or so, danny i dont think this is completely free
danny like dies twice in the series (3 ig if you count him coming back as a human)
i DID NOT EXCEPT THAT COMING FROM JACK HOLY FUCK?????
man the convo between vlad and jack is good tho
aw man you can tell this was written by fucking butch hartman
plot convenience!
yeah danny fuck you for caring about your family, friends, and your own well-being and not wanting to be in constant danger all the damn time
holy fuck Valerie is completely put to the side (kinda like how she was during s3 anyway...)
kinda happy for danny tbh he FINALLY gets a break from being in danger all the damn time
ohhh boy here it is,,, it begins...
danny kills himself again
bwomp
danny becoming suddenly incompetent at using his powers.....
*plan
sam ur plans sucks i cant believe danny & tucker agreed
putting teenagers in danger vlad i like ur style! (slash s)
transformers.....
lotta cgi
today i am finishing danny phantom the phantom planet and um oh god
hazel's music will always fuck so hard, also btw you should download ur own muzik its great!
running at 10000000 thoughts per second currently
its true! most gen Z'ers dont know how to use technology besides apps! honestly do they know how to open developer mode on their phone?
still thinking of the differences between sonictwt and sonic tumblr. sonic tumblr i think is a lot more tightly knit well rather you can very obviously tell whos friends with who and its like a whole web of sorts. sonictwt is like hell. (the only "tightly knit web like thing" i can find is like weirdo (pos) sonadow shippers but thats it.)
anyways all i am saying is that sonic tumblr seems to clearly love the series more than sonictwt, at least from what i can tell from my perhaps biased view?
also email me at tm2908@tutanota.com trust me i wont bite!
most people on the thoughts webring are like.... pretty poetic or dont post often or depressed (i think?), funky.
i wanna talk on spacehey!! i wanna talk on blips!!! i wanna talk here!!!
i should make a persona of some kind... something to represent me (like june's mascot Rea...)
HOLY FUCK THIS TOOK WAY TOO LONG THANK YOU GUY ON STACKOVERFLOW
trying to get help with iframes when i have zero fucking js knowledge and all of its on videos and no one on spacehey is helping me fijeog;irhjo;whjitjo;jyh ryh
why the fuck are the ship names in the dp fandom so fucking weird. like cheesemelt is the platonic ship name for vlad & dani and uh badger cereal is the platonic ship name between vlad & dani ,,,,,
NOBODY TOLD ME THAT APPARENTLY WE HAVE A COPY OF SONIC HEROES ON THE GAMECUBE WITH THE MANUAL INCLUDED????
DUDE I COULD'VE PLAYED THAT GAME WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND I NEVER DID?? WHAT THE FUCK
my goal for next school year. install linux mint on a chromebook then when its the near the end of the year get rid of linux mint and put back chromeos to act like nothing happened.
Struggles of being a teenage girl in a dysfunctional family god sometimes I wanna run away or just take a big break from this whole thing
Been feeling like shit lately
i tend to hold my rage & stress back irl and i realize that's not a good thing but what else am I gonna do at people who are gonna be mad at me when i don't try to act semi pos 24/7
OKAY I CAN LEAVE NOW
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
when sonic....................
im not active in fighting game twt or whatever
ELENA IS BVACKCKOGIJRIGJRE
i only care about sonadow gens please hurry it up summers ga(y)mes fest
this ep couldve been so much cooler man i kinda hate it , its not even objectively that bad its just kinda frustrating imo
when did vlad ever care about his reputation????? i wish the danny mood weather thing was in a better ep coz thats genuinely really neat
danny should have more traumatizing moments happen to him
is it just me or does jack seem a bit more dumber than he usually is? like yea he is kinda dumb but he still is semi competent
this episode would've been so fucking cooler if vlad wasn't here but man the title card is cool as hell
aw man we're dealing with the fucking. weather ghost.
i wanna watch danny phantom but i also want to do 1 billion other things AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
not as bad as a ep i thought it would be but its still pretty dumb erm, the moments between danny & jack are pretty sweet tho
ember dating skuller is fucking dumb lol
they already did a better "girl power" ep in s2 dude
ep 2 was pretty fun tbh
i think vlad being the fucking mayor is really REALLY dumb tbh
i am so excited (lying) to watch danny phantom s3!! (oh god.)
God the sonic riders old JP site is so fucking rad
Had a dream that old twitter updated and I was so fucking excited
Turns out it was y'know a dream and I'm so upset right now
whispy please come out soon i cant handle twitter bro
whoa! bundle of art inspos! (zoomed out so it technically doesn't count as a "repost")
how much is the twitter dot com domain now
Period came earlier than usual okay whatever fuck you god
these fucking files are taking forever man holy shit their file size is huge (zip file is 10gb i have to delete some of em)
sometimes i listen to the sa2 ed theme just to feel something yknow?
everytime i go on twitter i feel exhausted good to know i just know a ton of social sites that arent twitter
idk it feels kinda isolating to be an "internet junkie" in a place where, all people know is social media and the most basic of basics "weirdo" interests (like vocaloid for example). Don't get me wrong, its not wrong to like these things (i love sonic, vocaloid, etc.) its just.... kinda isolating to know all these things yet nobody will give you a chance to check out these things... idk man is it selfish? who knows
mine its hard to be a weirdo in a land full of normies who dont really know like. anything
I need some of these classmates to be GONE god they're so fucking annoying
Forgot my headphones to school NOW I CAN'T WATCH DANNY PHANTOM AT SCHOOL ANYMORE!!!!
ive been barely working on my site lol, sorry i am currently watching danny phantom dude
man danny phantom just keeps getting better and better!
currently on ep 17, will probably stop on the next ep
Currently watching Danny phantom and oh man it's really good!!
I wanna make a joke but I can't think of anything uhhhhh hahaha this was truly our mob psycho 100 fuck
Okay now I'm in the webring
I fucking hate the US, fuck Israel AND free palestine!!!
https://www.tumblr.com/magicdyke/749728949818572800
https://theolivetape.bandcamp.com/album/the-olive-tape?from=embed
whoever u were... ty.
FUCK MY LIFE!!!
I don't like drawing sonic characters on model that's boring!!!! Taking certain elements from other artists & making my own sonic design? YESSSSS
goddd hazel's video on sonic adventure is so good man i teared up
Sonictwt sucks (the main part of it) and sonictumblr is good
currently in my black n white area
current progress on the new homepage ^_^
As for sonic x? If you're a jp sonic nerd you'll enjoy the show a lot more I realized. If u expect eng sonic characterization you'll still like it but not as much imo
Anyways it's PEAK ‼️‼️‼️
Sonic prime: 7/10
Sonic X: 7.8/10
Current thoughts
Anyways I enjoy sonic prime purely as it's own thing, idc if it's cannon. It's not canon i don't care what they say it's not and it erases itself anyways.
Also Shadow's eng va in Sonic prime Is way better than the current eng vas I'm so sorry. I will forever be a jp sonic nerd always (+ the voices in jp are way better ok?)
most of the fucking hispanic kids at my school are so fucking annoying (NOTE: I AM HISPANIC!!!!)
im honestly tempted to hack the school's wifi
person i barely know (irl) is venting to me abt her future death of her pets and idk wha t to sayfejoiewjof
I need to use this more sorry I just post more often on da social medias
Wow haha the world is so cool
here the link btw:
https://mega.nz/folder/s5JAHJZY#QwNWvIG6sYbTpsn1W804Nw
the first folder has the audio files + videos (not built in)
while the 2nd one has the Japanese audio with arabic hardsubs
the person who posted a mega link to download sonic prime with japanese audio + eng audio + 10000000 multi-lang subs.... thank you....
been going thru sonic rush slowly but surely... its a very fun game
Jp sonic is way better than American ver of sonic I'm not sorry
YAY!!! THUNDER!!!!
i looveee my new not_found pg even tho its just a copied from the dreamcast jp site
My jaw dropped of good sonic rush is holy fuck. The ost is way too good aswell
White gays in fandom spaces are usually the most horrendous people out there. Aka they suck and I need to read more about black feminism
switched to ifranview (FUCK YOU MICROSOFT PHOTOS/MOVIES & TV!!!!!!!)
might redesign my homepage.. not bc its bad just want smth new.. not sure what yet however
emails scare me
moved from neocities to nekoweb... ill still miss neocities tho..
World war Z needs more zombie gore tbh
World war Z sure is a movie... I mean it's fine and serviceable to the average consumer but for me personally.... It doesn't do much
I think I might move to nekoweb
SO WHAT HAPPENED WAS THAT THERE WAS A SHOOTING NEAR THE PARK WHICH IS CLOSE TO OUR SCHOOL AND SOME KIDS (OR KID) GOT FUCKING KILLED.?
Oh okay this isn't a drill...? It's going on for so long....
I hope this lockdown isn't a drill lol. Lmao
Remembering that time I fixated on lain for awhile despite never watching the show.... I should watch it tho
deciding of whenever or not to reset my shitty chromebook laptop for school so i can download firefox hmm...
Went outside & took some pictures that was fun
do you prefer yaoi or yuri?
if youre reading this feel free to follow me on blips.club
Me when I feel super out of touch of my generation
Finished sonic's arc in sa1 time to do the others!!!
maybe its with the lack of mental health awareness or something idfk and idc to know goodbye
why the fuck does so much old otaku shit contain so much problematic shit esp in porn guys whats up with all the fucking sexual assault? guys. GUYS? (im so disappointed dude)
if people see nudity thats not sexualized at all they're still gonna think its fanservice im srsly gonna kill someone
i installed sonic r natively (via cd & like other things) i opened and then closed the program and the music won't stop playing lol
while researching on yuri (the genre and all that) it seems like (unfortunately) student-teacher relationships are quite common. at least back then.....
fujoshi.info kinda sucks yo
got semi-back to old deviantart <3 (script here )
sorry i haven't been too active on my site lol, school moment
Currently ripping the mp100 OST... I'll do some scans and post it on minitokyo & internet archive sometime soon. Perhaps my site as well
Saw someone in the hallway while going to class with a helluva boss backpack & genshin keychains it's so over for them
currently slowly de-googlifying everything on my phone...
The mp100 forums are so ia rn lol
sonic as an allegory for god
chris fucking dies
sonic fucking dies
sonamy shippers must've loved sonic x
ELLAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! holy fuck this ep is so good
ep 20 is fucking great dude holy shit sonic is hilarious in this
sonic x ep 20 sonic goes mob psycho-
chris is overhated bro imagine having beef with a fictional 12 yr old
sonic x ep 14 god forbid sonic make a disabled child's day
finishing ep 9 for 2day! will move onto more trmw or whenever!
MINEGISHI!!!!!
SERIZAWA!!!!!! TEEHEE!!!!
JOSEPH FROM THE GOVERNMENT!!!!!!
Now you really know when I go mob psycho...
SHOU TIME!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WATER SYMBOLISM!!
Reigen gets cancelled
FUCK YOU JODO
I need to see that reigen fansite tbh
Reigen goes in debt bc of video game micro transactions
Reigen talking to dimple in this scene... If you were an outsider he looks he's talking to air
Asffghggffggfffff
THE LIGHT SYMBOLISM AAAAAAAAAAAAA
REIGEN YOU DICK
AUGHHHHH THE PARALLEL WITH THE 1ST EP IM DYING
IM SHITTING MYSELF
i love the body improvement club sm dude, gahhhhh
kibayashi is so girl
SEPARATION ARC . FCUK
from now on ill use thoughts.page to archive my reactions to media, currently rn its gonna be.
um.
well.
I THINK MAYBE THE MOB PONY LEFT FUCK MY LIFE
I FOUND A MOB PONY ON PONYTOWN THEN I ACCIDENTALLY SWORE AND I GOT KICKED AND NOW I CANNOT FIND THEM ITS SOOO OVER FOR ME
okay so download links arent working on neocities erm help
NEOCITIES IS OFFICIALLY BLOCKED ON THE SCHOOL COMPUTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I disappear from the forums for a little bit I got embarrassed and left for a bit (I think maybe I have mild anxiety.)
vivarism (on neocities) is a terf, although i believe thats well known but i recommend to stay cautious
usually when i leave my pc for awhile i come back to this
i accidentally ghosted someone and i feel really bad for that, so i went back to ponytown and they haven't been active since october...
wait scene girl farmer.
vacuumed my room :thumbsup:
its so hard to get anywhere without a phone, dude if you don't have a brick or smth to reply to emails, phonecalls, msm, etc. you're fucked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really need to use thought.page on my phone...
whenever i am updating the mp100 gallery i try to find THE highest quality of images... low quality images cannot be possible!!! (unless yknow i cant find a better ver..)
i think ill make a post on old web revivals and its communities...
Oughhh mob is so outsider music coded (like he fits outsider music so fucking well esp 70s outsider music)
I love the mp100 forums the rps are fucking insane even though I'll never join them it's so fun to see
im here... with my people... i am so excited and nervous ^__^
MOB PSYCHO 100 FORUM HERE I GO
something something emotional connection to a series for 2 fucking years
i tried to read times they are a changing by bandtrees (and the other one, i forgor their name), it was genuinely stressing i couldn't handle it i dropped it. btw this is mob psycho fanfic, and i havent even gotten to the really bad stuff yet what
im still having trouble with the mp100 shrine!!
i look at other people's sites but honestly some of them are layouted similarly...
currently im deciding either apple os css or xp css for the mp100 shrine...
i love old web so i want to combine it w mp100 ... hmm
why is my border-radius only working on one side.
UGHHHHH I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO FOR THE NEW MP100 SHRINE!!
Bi lesbians are stupid because it's an identity of mashing together two labels & making into something that already exists...
It's nothing new, the meaning is something that already exists
which is bi
Bisexual.
or even pan!!
I don't know man, what's the point of creating something that's "new" when it's not new
it's just invalidating (to me) to bisexuality
Especially when bisexuality is already invalidated by the community!
I feel invisible in the community, i feel like i have to pick a choice!
Either gay or lesbian, or be entirely forgotten!
Bi lesbian isn't validating it's invalidating
installed betterfox & i can already see the improvement! goddamn
my pc can't burn flacs on a cd it turns into noise... but you can still hear the music somewhat from it... it's weird
BODY IMPROVEMENT CLUB HAS A FUCKING SONG HOW WAS I NOT AWARE OF THIS
its so weird hearing the mp100 ost out of my cd player like omg can it handle the power of the y2k fucking old its v old i barely used when i was younger i only used it to play ONE cd strawberry shortcake cd player????
i just realized its been a yr since ive finshed mp100/fixation on it oh my god
currently doing mobtober and im dyinggg but i want to and like doing it!!! also BLOG POST TOMRORROWWW!!!!!!!!!!! ILL TRY TO POST TRMW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NEW HAZEL VIDEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
reading separation arc rn and trying so hard to keep continuing reading
WITH THE HELP OF AEGISUBS ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE PROBLEM:
THE SUBS R OUT OF SYNC
THE SOLUTION:
TRY TO FIX IT DESPITE NOT KNOWING ARABIC LIKE AT ALL
THE PROBLEM:
THE COMPRESSED ZIP FILE IS 16 GBS
AND GOOGLE DRIVE ONLY ALLOWS 15 GB PER FREE ACCOUNT
THE SOLUTION:
UPLOAD A TXT FILE TO A LINK TO THE ZIP FILE
USING A DIFF SERVICE
HELP ME
i hope this shit downloads faster
to go back to that last post, some of you fuckers are soooo annoying and pretentious its not even funny.
i get that you hate the new internet (i get it! most of us do!) but you dont need to be sooo fucking annoying about it anyways
unironically some of you "old web people" (ppl on neocities) are so fucking annoying
today ive learned you can download videos off of crunchyroll using yt-dlp my crops are watered, the sun is shining, mob psycho 100 is in my hands for free
editing the new cool links page is kicking my ass
SCHOOL
nyan ways
gonnna be honest not having the greatest time rn
currently listening to the rocket to insanity mlp comic dub, the comic is like pretty damn good so far
making subs with aegisub (family guy death pose)
the mp100 gallery is basically an archive of mp100 art so basically im dying
i will update the mp100 gallery trmw (or ig later..)
okay so you know that one cursor in the mp100 pg? yea i made it my default cursor lolz
its actually a whole set! ive used it for a couple of weeks and i rllyyyy love it!!
download link here: http://www.rw-designer.com/cursor-set/psycho-helmet-cult-mob-mob-
btw just so you know when setting the reg/default cursor as the default make sure to look for "all files" instead of ".cur & .ani" as for some reason the default one isn't a .cur file.. for some reason it still works??? idk but just do that lol and youll be all good (the rest are .cur & .ani files so its all goodz :3)
i am sooo close with the homepage its just i dont know what the fuck to put in the damn white space
okay so im working on my homepage yes? buttt heres the thing i literally dont know what aes or layout to do
tired
my mom wants me to use 1 yr old expired garlic... its pre-packaged garlic btw its already minced garlic from the store... i am NOT trusting that
been staring at my abt me pg for a bit bc i just really really likes how it looks
happened when i was young its happening again!
going thru my undertale arc rn
planning to redesign my abt me pg trmw... gn btw
thinking of re uploading the entirety of mp100 on bitview in 3 parts for funsies :3
i currently know 3 old internet revivals.. spacehey, bitview, and blips! oh also a tumblr clone but im not sharing that
i should add some more stuff to the cool shit pg....
been watching lots of mlp: fim
today i learned that yt-dlp can download vids from bibili we're so back!!!
splatoon is fun
I INSTALLED YT DLP !!!!!!!!!!! RAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i am not a computer nerd but i wanna be one so bad so this yt-dlp process can be EASIER
installing yt-dlp is making my head hurt god
wanna make a MAD tbh
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE SHONEN KNIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU HAUNTED PS1 DEMO DISC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY GAME FROZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
suddenly a wave of depression came over me (wow!)
too many gifs... i need a more creative way to use them on my site.. my web design knowledge isnt great..
never mind lol teacake hosting has its shits closed so i have to wait anyway
actually you need money for a lot of things.... so not rn.. (i dont have a job!)
currently i would love to switch to teacake hosting but i dont have a domain and you need money for that.... so not rn
i have sm gifs
gonna be honest i dont want tumblr to unban porn not bc i hate "freedom of sexuality" or whatever its because i dont want the freaks to come back. the reason twitter is shit is because when tumblr banned porn alllll of those ppl went to twitter and now.. thats the reason as to why twitter is like this
lol
(tho i could be wrong.. pleaseee tell me how tumblr was like b4 and after the porn ban (comment on my spacehey))
i have yet to learn the secrets of css... incredible thang
i always keep night mode on (yknow the yellow filter that you put on a screen so ur eyes dont hurt) bc i hate having headches
planning to make a blog abt something
catbox links load slower if you hotlink them
but discord media links load faster if you hotlink them...
i use both coz im silly
i got bored of the (old) web for a bit then i regained my love for it again today
just realized most of the friends i've made in my childhood i am no longer interacting w them anymore
( i want to touch back in contact w them but omggg )
when people talk abt the american education sys they always talk abt how shit it is (which it is) but ppl recc these topics should be talked abt (or learned abt in schools) (and those topics should be learned yes) and honestly those topics have been taught in my schools (as they should) so uhhh good on them honestly (i would go more depth into this but idk)
bored
having major paranoia rn (ugh)
i have so much shit on my watch list dear god (101 currently..)
can't sleep so i'll watch mp100
and also a lot of SWF files coz they're cool (i can play them btw)
i currently have a whole folder dedicated to gifs (coz i have a lot of them)
something something about proship v anti idk
the word puriteen needs to be locked up in a vault
idk i just hate proshippers ('antis' also have faults be like yknow..)
sorry but man some of the fandom adults have a weird hatred for minors its really annoying ugh
anyway
i might add more to ykk page in the future tbh..
tired but also somewhat high energy hm
been going outside recently so good for my mental health... but its fucking 80 degrees!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ykk so good it makes me look at life at a much more peaceful way
currently working on the ykk shrine! check it!
starting to have more confidence in myself when talking to others ^__^
planning on making a ykk shrine
i put the nikki in yume
idk life is weird
currently trying to design an online persona... this is gonna be a bit hard methinks
i spent two hours of my life last night trying to figure out what i did wrong so that my cd player can play my burned cd..
okay so i burned it at a slower speed, still didn't work
its not that my cd player can't play burned cds it def can.. i used an old burned cd and it played well on it!!
it has the same properties (700 mb, 80 min, etc.) the only difference is that it's a different brand but nonetheless its exactly the same. (my cd is from 2005 or 2004 it SHOULD WORK!!)
i dont know what im doing thats wrong please help
time to get a ps1 /joke
cd player doesn't play my burned cd ok
burning a cd currently this shit boring (but what was i expecting tbh)
been watching lots of scott the woz lately
i think shonen knife might be my favorite band
once i actually finish an art piece that isn't for school its all over for you
favorite twitter post currently:
xenn
@_X3NN
in seasoning city. straight up "mobbing it". and
by "it", haha, well. let's justr say. Psycho
i quote that shit daily
tho i may keep it simple.. v cool
just learned you could edit the theme wth!!!!!!!!!! so cool im gonna spend the rest of the day doing this
hot takes on modern art: yea sure it can have meaning yea sure it does have meaning but that does not subtract the fact that it's real boring to look at, i've seen people on tumblr defend a literal white canvas c'mon guys. idc if it has meaning or whatever it's boring!!!!!!!!! and ugly!!!!!
always wanted to make a "mircoblog" of sorts coz idk im just kinda tired of having to go onto social media to post them. just a little tedious
linking tho just linking
i was thinking of making a microblog for my site but this is neater imo
coolio some thoughts
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